Unpaid Debt
Lost in time, tucked away in the jungle of the Midwest, lives a small, backward tribe who frequently sacrifice the weak, the infirm, the mentally deficient and anyone deemed “Different”.
I lived among them for a time and felt their stings firsthand. What haunts me most now, however, is how I, too often, stood by as silent witness to these rituals.
Some part of me will continue to pay, forever.
DOWN PAYMENT
“Stupid, fat, retarded kid”;
That was what they’d say,
Whenever Dennis V. approached
And said he’d like to play.
Fifth grade is for ten year olds,
A trait that Dennis lacked.
Blatantly invisible
He always sat in back.
The burden of his sentence,
Like weighted curtains fell;
A six year old residing in
A thirteen year old shell.
His voice was thick, like gravy,
Though rather high in tone;
Heavy on the cornstarch, but
With no testosterone.
Tattered, short-sleeve flannel shirt,
Black gloves upon his hands,
A tow’ring lack of confidence;
Prisoner of his glands.
A walking human target
For bullies in the town;
A fear repository
For cowards gathered round.
He stood the jeers at tetherball,
Yet, gladly, loan his glove;
Even let opponents win,
If push would come to shove.
Then launch a solitary march
To vanish, once again;
Locked away inside himself,
Behind that stoic grin.
The only contact Dennis knew
Was ridicule and scorn.
It made one wonder why the hell
Poor Dennis had been born.
Tolerance personified,
No allies to be found.
All of us were last to stand
While Dennis held his ground.
His presence an example
To a smaller, frightened me;
If I grow up, I hope that I’m
As brave as Dennis V.