Where is Your Home?
“So then, uh. . . where is your home? Exactly?"
We get that question a lot. But we never know how to answer it adequately. Maybe that is because the question itself is inadequate or altogether the wrong question to ask in the first place. Home means something more than a where. It is not a structure, not an address, not a city, not even a country. I am beginning to wonder if home is even a place at all.
Home, perhaps, is a disposition of the soul, an acknowledgment that I share with another soul, a certain intimate narrative. That narrative, that story, twists and curls and splutters and flows, ; it folds back on itself defying conventional chronology, suggesting timelessness while weaving the strands of our most consuming questions and even exploring those questions for which we have no language yet.
Home, then, might be the nexus of many individual narratives, not a fixed port, but a portal through which lives have passed and are passing, seeking definition and connectivity. Home, for me at least, has come to mean that sense of intertwining, one of unity and comfort, a state of being where you no longer need to tug at the seams and hemline of your spirit to feel at ease. It's when you feel something deep and native within you expand, enlarge, illumine.
From Global Mom, releasing June 2013.